Tuesday, October 27, 2009

Is it....YES IT IS......

Too much on my mind...

Don't know where to begin...

Its ironic and quite horrible that we as humans pretend to learn lessons...we convince ourselves that we learn things...after the pain, the fall, the struggle...we get up...say "Wow I'll never repeat that" ....and still fall victim of the same things we coach our friends on...

When is enough enough???

Life has started to unravel...yet it gets knit together by the people we meet, the situations we put ourselves in, the struggles we face (whether they be controlled or not)....things just simply begin to make sense....its ironic how when one stops stressing, and worrying about the uncontrollable how simple life seems...

With all the turmoil and obstacles I still remain with a sense of inner peace...an inner peace that amaZes me...teaches me that I've grown...that I've changed...starting to completely appreciate the person I am and the person I'm becoming....
s.i.m.p.l.y.c.o.n.t.e.n.t.w.i.t.h.t.h.e.d.i.r.e.c.t.i.o.n.o.f.L.I.F.E

I struggle and I fall....but I rise and overcome....

"I am a woman I can do whatever I want"

the time has come...


"I, with a deep instinct, choose a man who compels my strength, who makes enormous demands on me, who does not doubt my courage or my toughness, who does not believe me naive or innocent, who has the courage to treat me like a woman" ~ Anais Nin

"I will not be just a tourist in the world of images, just watching images passing by which I cannot live in, make love to. Possess as permanent sources of joy and ecstasy." ~ Anais Nin

"I am an excitable person who only understand life lyrically, musically, in whom feelings are much stronger as reason. I am so thirsty for the marvelous that only the marvelous has power over me. Anything I cannot transform into something marvelous, I let go. Reality doesn't impress me. I only believe in intoxication, in ecstasy, and when ordinary life shackles me, I escape, one way or another. NO MORE WALLS." ~ Anais Nin


Anais Nin -how clearly you share the same feelings and emotions I am sharing....

I shall not limit myself to your standards - I shall build my own and break the walls to demonstrate that there is no limit to me...I.A.M.A.M.A.Z.I.G and desire MARVELOUS events....