::emotion: ..................::
1. I am a true diamond and the ppl around me have been noticing it - slowly peelin away the ugly layers to allow myself to truly shine - and just like a diamond is forever, when I truly care its forever - good and bad.
2. I've been wearing a mask - and one persin was able to c my true colors and see my true face and truly every aspect of me - and now I fear wit the pain ill wear that mask to him too - tryin to slowly avoid puttin it on, but yesterday I let it happen - told the truth today.
3. U came into my life unexpectedly.....::beautiful suprise::
4. So - gettin close to ppl - what's the point? What does it do? Should ppl b trusted with the most valuable thing in ur life - urself
5. Giving up - what does that mean? Just bc u let sum1 go does it mean u give up on them?? Or could it b that that's where u r supposed 2 b - y is It that the ppl that are so much btr for you u dnt fight for but the ones that want u 2 be sumthing u aren't or dnt make you any better u fight for? I mean seriously - humans make no sense - if one used their head and not their heart one may make decisions differently
6. The ones u give the most to take the most from u but give u the least.
7. I realize that power lies in the person that makes the decisions. Had decisions been made by sumone else and not left solely to one person - people wouldn't have so much power over others.
8. I truly do have the most amazing women in my life....
9. Breakin up is truly hard to do....hey when I was younger it was just a song to me.
10. I have an eternal partner...through the trials and tribulations, all the pain and agony - i can't seem to hate him and be mad at him....
11. Music truly heals the soul....its amazing how many songs one can relate with....
12. I am more in touch with my emotions and myself than i thought I was...i am more rational and levelheaded than i thought i was and in the end I am truly amazing and noone can take that from me...
Within the next few days many more revelations will come - so i labeled this pART 1......
-T
i'll be back shortly.....
"You got to stop wearing your wishbone where your backbone used to be"
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